EXPERIENCES AND STORIES
At the beginning it was very exciting as it was my first time in a session. However, time passed by quickly and i was able to focus on what was visible in front of me. There is a contradiction in my mind: how could a woman who looks and feels so kind be able to tease a man to Her heart's content. It is exactly that contradiction that is the spark within You. A 'young and innocent being', but having come in contact with You, i would have to submit completely, fulfill Your every whim immediately and without question. i, a man, "the crown of creation" would be a nameless servant to You. What a lovely idea. 🙂
You, Mistress, were very good at taking into account my fetish list and implementing things from it accordingly. In the end, you can't fit everything within an hour if you're not constantly jumping from one thing to another. So the content was appropriate for that time. You really took my fetishes into account in both Your appearance and the way You behaved. It felt and looked really great. You gave the impression of being competent and taking Your slave's needs into account really well. The session was partly built upon my wishes and partly upon Your own handwriting. That's exactly how it's at its best. I don't like just having a wish list fulfilled. It was a great session that I will remember. Your gloves + pants variation was really hot! I hope You, Mistress, will come to Pori again sometime.
WOW! I'm still totally sold. When You, Mistress, were waiting for me as agreed, looking like a prim and proper 'auntie' in rubber boots and a whip in hand, with a cute and completely innocent smile on Your face. It was wonderful to surrender to You and I trusted You. You are unpredictable in a good way. I liked how creatively You used underwear and duct tape to silence my dirty mouth. And I really liked Your dominance style: You weren't aggressive but just determined and wonderfully gentle. An absolutely charming package of playfulness and terrifying intensity. That famous iron hand wrapped in a velvet glove. You talked to me throughout the session and it was great to hear Your laughter. The best thing was that I could clearly see You enjoying everything.
Energy, warmth and excitement, what we could have done if there was more time! You genuinely cared about me, Mistress. I like You a lot. I felt confident and that with You I can be completely myself. A woman who dares to do things. I miss Your golden source ❤️
It meant a lot to me, Mistress, that You enjoyed playing with me. You are a wonderful and sweet young woman whom it's natural to be with. You make the other person feel seen which lifts the mood. The sense of urgency and performance were shining with their absence.
First of all, thank You Mistress so much for the session. It was everything i imagined and more. You took good care of my wishes and my inexperience. As you probably noticed i was very nervous both coming to the session and being there. But it wasn't exciting in a bad way. As you mentioned, when i returned home i really felt good, for lack of better adjectives. Calm and happy at the same time. And i slept better that night than i had in a long time!
After the session, perhaps surprisingly, my butt wasn't sore at all which means that it can be used for harsher punishments in the future. Similarly i didn't understand to tell You at the beginning -- and i didn't dare to in the middle of the session -- that my hands are often naturally very cold. The only things that still hurt after several days were my knees. i don't know if they are naturally sensitive or if i broke them in my youth by practicing a sport (iaido) where the sets of movements always started and ended with kneeling and most of the exercises were spent on the knees.
Finally, a special thank You, Mistress, for Your wonderful bottom. It's great and wonderful in so many different ways! And now that i got the first impression i would love to come and serve You again one day.
Thank you, Mistress, for a wonderful shared moment! The experience was everything I expected it to be and more! I will definitely be in touch in the future too. Thank you & greetings, K
Thank you, Mistress for the session! You did manage to open the internal locks of such an entrenched, rigid man ('s mind), thank You for that. You opened my eyes to the fact that no one should live in deprivation and chain something so big and primitive that is inside all of us. You are good at what You do, You see a person as a person without judging. Now I won't brag anymore...
Thank you! I can't do anymore now, I'm completely exhausted. Fortunately, the work was postponed. I went swimming -- which means I just went to relax in the therapy pool.
I can't find the words, maybe overwhelmed is pretty close. Emotionally flustered or something... After a couple of years of deprivation, the sheer amount of sensory stimuli overloads my capacity unit.
Thank you again, Mistress for an exciting session! This time i was nervous unlike during the first time, not because of the meeting itself (well, just a little), but because of what You had come up with for me because i really had no idea. The pain level was appropriate. This time when i left my butt was sore and so were my nipples. The redness disappeared from the buttocks quickly but the upper thighs just under the buttocks were left with beautiful blue-black marks for many days. And the spiky thing that i didn't see was interesting. The touch i received from it was something between pain and a feeling that i would best describe as cuttingly tickling.
The butt play was nice. i have to ask You how to practice relaxing my sphincter so that it goes more smoothly next time. And of course it was heavenly to be able to worship Mistress's divine backside.
Still on my knees the pillow came in handy, but i also noticed that as long as i'm on all fours the pressure on my knees isn't too bad. At least if i don't spend obscenely long periods of time like that. But being on my knees where my entire upper body weight is on my knees quickly starts to hurt. During the last session that wasn't a problem, thank You for that.
i should have mentioned that i laughed quite a lot. It wasn't because i wasn't excited or afraid of what was to come, or because there wasn't enough pain. i smiled because i had so much fun being in the session with You. Thank You again and i hope to see You again soon under the same circumstances. i really enjoyed the session again, thank You Mistress.
Thank You very much, Mistress for our meeting. It was absolutely wonderful! I was still flustered riding my bike and during the whole journey home. I apologise I didn't realize to bring cash with me. Apparently, the excitement of the meeting completely blocked my train of thought as I didn't understand to bring the money with me. Thank You for the wonderful session which really flew by. I know who to contact if I want to try new things.
Thank You Mistress. The session was nice and I felt good afterwards. Special thanks for a gentle but firm grip on the session. I especially liked the soft handling 😌.
Thank You very much, Mistress. The experience was really nice, warm, safe. Just so wonderfully relaxing. Also Mistress's happy face, ah, such a treat.
You, Mistress and our delightful moment really messed up my mind in a good way. I was quite nervous at the beginning but You were a wonderfully approachable person. Your beauty and playfulness was something super awesome right from the start. The fact that You gave instructions and told me what You like was nice. I hope You were able to enjoy our moment as well. I hope to see You again.
The pleasure was on my side, a nice reception and very warm welcome. You, Mistress, received me well and it felt good to enter Your space and play out this fantasy with You. I also liked your verbal teasing: that was really nice and exciting. And that little laugh in the background too. I left feeling very satisfied. It's a really relaxed and liberated feeling. And of course the aftermath, when W/we finished playing and I had recovered was really nice and warm. There wasn't any awkward feeling that it should be over quickly or something like that. All in all, it was a really nice session. Thank You, Mistress, for that.
Thank You so much for the video, Mistress. It was just as good as I expected, super super good! 😍😍😍 You are really talented, and I appreciate that good picture quality 👍👍👍
I will probably be in touch for more videos or make an appointment with You. Have a nice weekend and thank You once again for Your wonderful and valuable work🙏😍
Thank You again for the session, Mistress! You made my long-time dream come true and it left me with a great feeling. You are an incredibly wonderful person. i thoroughly enjoyed everything. It's a little sad that my release didn't come at the end, but that's because i actually got what i wanted or needed. i got to drink You and i hope i gave You pleasure! i was left with a very good feeling from O/our secret moment in the morning. i hope it wasn't a one-off and maybe next time we'll have more time. An hour with You went by too fast.
A big thank you, Mistress. It was an excellent and amazing experience. i like to test my limits and W/we got there very well. i have often noticed that edgy experiences work for me instead of repeated fetish sessions. i definitely got one - it nicely combined the paradox of enthrallment and disgust. With this approach i feel the opportunity to have "big experiences". Overall the combination of pain and softness was a great tool to get into the zone and deepen it. The Wartenberg wheel was a very good bridger and the stearine worked as a great fast single shock. A very thought-provoking meeting, which allows one to catch onto bigger things than just a quick frenzy! Thank You again!
Sincerely, J
It was an absolutely amazing experience, Mistress. i'm usually good at writing, but now somehow i don't seem to find the words to describe this experience. Above all i remember Your cheerful and genuine nature and Your presence. Not even for a moment did i feel like You were performing or playing a role.
And the realisation of my own fantasy by a wonderful and beautiful Woman: i still get a smile on my face when i think about O/our meeting and those moments together. The hour flew by and when i walked out i somehow felt reborn.
i will definitely come to see You again as soon as schedules and my hobby budget allows it. It seems that O/our adventures are still unfinished.
The session was really nice, it could have continued all evening. There would probably have been a lot left to discover. I understood that You, Mistress really liked the session. At least I liked it and it was easy to be with You. Everything felt good, so the only thing that saddened me was the shortness of our time together. I hope I can visit You in Helsinki as I visit my daughter there about once a month.
It was wonderful to spend time with You and really natural, almost as if i had known You for a long time already. i am not very good at writing anything else. i will remember You, Mistress.
You, Mistress asked me how long i've been dreaming about this: probably for more than 10 years. It was a nice experience all the way from the beginning although there was a lot of awkwardness. Despite the tension i felt safe with You. In general it was great to be out of control, to throw myself into Your capable hands. Thank You very much and happy winter. You have a wonderfully understanding attitude towards all kinds of fetishes. It felt nice when i could be myself and do what i enjoy without wondering.
Thank You for a wonderful session. I found a lot of new sensitive places and nerve endings in this old body. ☺️ And that vibrating dildo in my butt was absolutely wonderful. Hopefully the next opportunity will come soon.
The overriding feelings after O/our session were: tenderness, friendliness and a lack of urgency. You, Mistress also knew how to get me insanely excited. See You next month in Tampere. Have a nice weekend, Mistress.
Thank You again for the session, Mistress! After the session i felt relaxed and calm. You are a very approachable and nice person. You knew how to tease and hold the reins in just the right way. As W/we discussed after the session Mistress does not always have to be sinister or punishing, but can also be playful.
The meeting was very relaxed and warm-hearted. Real. I felt good, thank You!
i was very nervous and when i got on the phone with You, Mistress i remember you said that You would send more detailed information to my email. Kuopio is not that familiar to me, so i was already anxious about where to park my car. i understand that, of course, but You could have hinted that there is a parking lot in front of the house. Now to the positives, and there are lots of them.
A really beautiful smiling face and such a warm welcome waited for me as if W/we had known each other for a long time. The mood was always a 10. And that initial teasing, wow 😍 . You taught me a lot, i have never felt the same kind of feeling and the way You dressed was amazing. That's why things happened when i couldn't wait. If You come to Kuopio again at some point and O/our schedules coincide then maybe i would be a little more relaxed. And also about the atmosphere, how You continued to praise and guide me and finally say goodbye, that was also really nice.
Another exciting session, Mistress! You taught me how to be submissive even if i didn't always remember which position was which. Your lovely bottom and lovely thighs when i was on my knees behind You were heaven. i am happy to worship You again, Mistress. This time i didn't have to clean up my own mess. It was also nice that You dressed casually.
Thank You! I'm still picking myself up and I'm still in heaven from what happened recently -- it was an amazing experience!
It's been a while and I've had time to think about O/our first session, Mistress. i didn't expect how much of an impact it would have on me when You gave me a gentle hug at the end and told me how well i had performed. i might even have gotten a little sensitive at that moment. You were a really wonderful sight in Your black dress and boots. You told me where my place was and my eyes fell to the floor. It was new and exciting how adamant You were with even small movements. i thanked my Mistress and felt Your will.
The way You talked and described what You did to me was also positively different. In my mind it emphasized Your position of power over me and my devotion when i answered 'yes, Mistress'. And Your spit... You knew how to pull all the right strings! i was really exited when You told me how You would mark me as Your own after which i got to lick Your saliva and feel how Your warm saliva fell on my butthole. i don't know if i would dare to think how arousing it is to get marked with Mistress's warm pee. It was also nice to be able to enjoy my own delicacies from a plate. It strengthened the idea that it would be wonderful to get warm sperm fed to me directly by Mistress from my hard throbbing cock.
Perhaps i've found my own Queen. i can't wait to kneel before You again, face to the floor and palms up...
Dear Mistress,
Our encounter was rewarding in so many ways that it is difficult to list them. You are the most beautiful and strong Woman and i am completely taken with the fact that i could serve You. You took me exactly as a lower value toy should be taken. Without asking or requesting. The place i got at Your feet was just right for me and the collar You put on me could still be felt on my neck days later. [...] Thank You again and i hope W/we meet again one day. If possible i want to offer You pleasure in the future as well.
- Slave J
You, Mistress, were absolutely beautifully dressed: i liked Your boots and Your ladylike dress. i can well imagine myself as Your lowly servant boy aiming to to please, serve and entertain his Mistress. It was easy for me to submit and humble myself. i appreciated Your style of commanding me and talking to me all the time. i may have been a little too passive myself but i hope it didn't bother You too much. Playing with spit at first it was a bit difficult for me but i soon got used to it and hopefully completed the task satisfactorily. Forcing is just somehow so sexy. Oh, and those precum drops...
It was wonderful to be in Your arms, Mistress. You felt so warm and safe. i probably could have taken a slightly more severe corporal punishment. The ending would have been perfect if i hadn't gone limp. i liked the mouth gag which together with the collar and the tying of my crotch made it all feel suitably oppressive. i have sometimes toyed with the idea that it might work well for me to be emptied right at the beginning of the session. i quickly get excited again and the end product could have many interesting uses, Mistress. The position You forced me into was absolutely amazing. Of course, it could be that the shame somehow got over me as i thought that my butt must look really dirty and smell bad too. Overall, however, the experience was absolutely great for me and i was left with a really good feeling after the session. Have a nice weekend, my lovely Lady!
-- Sincerely, M
Thank You! It was a nice experience. I really liked it even though my calves started to hurt in the front bend position. You were really nice, Mistress and I really like it when a woman wears leather/latex pants and boots. I couldn't take my eyes off them. A big thank You again.
Thank you for the session, Mistress. It was really nice and wildly different from the sessions i experienced before. Now, after a thorough inspection i can happily return to work next week. When i entered Your space i was a little nervous, but only a little because i knew at least roughly what the person behind Your door would look like. The casual phone conversation a few days before the session also helped to create a good atmosphere and gave rise to confidence in me to surrender to the session with Mistress.
The advantage of the gynaecologist's chair is mainly that the patient can see the face of the doctor or nurse and how She plans to examine the patient. The command at the beginning of the session to take a full-body shower was new. i wondered if i was sweaty enough that Mistress thought i needed a shower or if the men's scent i put on before leaving home for the session was something Mistress thought should be washed off. Be that as it may the shower felt good - it felt clean and safe to continue with the session knowing that at least my hygiene would not fail. i really liked the fact that Mistress was actively giving attention to my male parts - i haven't experienced this in previous sessions. These sessions have been rather "technical" and straightforward, i.e. fitting different "research tools" into that specific hole. Butt worship and facesitting which i had hoped for in advance appeared in somewhat surprising manners. They were nicely included in the session. The intestinal examination performed with an anal speculum (three blade) felt very good - the device is clearly designed in the anatomically correct way. On the other hand, the "2-blade" (two blade) speculum felt a bit sharp at the edges which Mistress also mentioned during the examination. [...]
The 1.5 hours reserved for O/our meeting went by very quickly. What made this session different from previous sessions was that the session was not instrument-oriented but more focused on a good atmosphere. i felt that Mistress knew how to create a very intense and enjoyable session even without using a large selection of equipment. It would have been fun to have the session in Swedish as well, but unfortunately my Swedish language skills which have rusted over the years were not quite enough for that. It was wonderful to meet You and i hope we could meet each other in the same way sometime in the future, for example closer to Christmas. i do sessions rarely, usually at the beginning or end of the holidays so that they don't become too mundane but that interest and curiosity are maintained in the future. i wish Lady Eira to have safe and gentlemanly customers.
Best regards, S
It was quite an experience, Mistress. Thank You for that. The range of emotions i experienced was really wide and i didn't expect that. At first it was difficult to concentrate and start obeying, then i was really ashamed to roll around naked on the floor. When You told me that there are people walking on the street five meters away that also stuck in my mind. While having my backside spanked with Your open palm i thought that this surely can be heard in the neighboring apartment and in the hallway. [...] On the other hand at the same time the blows of the open palm felt tingling to me. The handling of my backside felt very comfortable. i got into an obedient state of mind and didn't think about anything else. During the bondage session i felt calm and even relaxed. The surface of the rope felt pleasantly rough. Worshiping Mistress's rear while being roped up and licking her leather suit was really arousing and frustrating.
You were a stunning sight in Your red leather outfit and shoes. i felt that i was in good and determined hands. Thank You for letting me peek into the world of BDSM with you. After the session I felt like "what just happened?". And in a good way.
Thank You for the great adventure, Mistress! This was a big job to get arranged just in terms of O/our schedule. Before the adventure I was excited about how authentic You would be. The session went well, thank You for that! As a first-timer I was in a "follower's role" in my own way, by which I mean that I didn't talk very much. I answered when asked by Mistress. Perhaps, considering the continuation, both can be in communication. It also opens up the possibility for "opportunities for mistakes". Things that worked were: threatening to be put out in public, making mistakes if I lost concentration, and your happy laugh was nice to hear, Mistress.
In addition, I noticed that you have "interrogation skills". You did not settle for short answers. Maybe the questions about the origins of my fetish were a bit intimidating, but it would be a pleasure to try that in connection with some role-playing game next time on a different topic.
Dear Mistress,
Now that I've gotten to feel aftermath of the session, it is time to write some feedback. It was really nice to be dominated by You: what You had written on Your website about Yourself and Your style of domination was true. I especially liked the way You made it clear how to speak to a Queen and also that as soon as the door closed behind me You immediately took the reins in Your hands. i like a teasing style: i really don't like pain, a small momentary pinch that e.g. electricity produces only gives more contrast and power to the pleasure. It was very enjoyable to be treated by a professional Queen. One really forgets all other things and especially the sense of time: a couple of hours went by quite unnoticed.
The session was really a highlight of my vacation, Mistress. i still can't say when i will visit you again, but i will, and then i want to experience a 4-hour session with you. A big thank You.
Your sessions are really good, Mistress! You are a very beautiful and stylish Queen and a very hot and stunning sight in Your red latex outfit. O/our sessions have included edging and cum control. I would like to ask You to visit me again sometime during the autumn. I hope You will learn to get deeper into my fantasies and that I will learn to submit to You better.
You, Mistress, were everything at our meeting that i had read from your previous visitors. Beautiful and warm, caring and approachable of course without forgetting Your lovely smile. However, the biggest thing for me was how bravely I dared to surrender in Your company. In you, my Queen Eira there is that certain something that makes me feel brave and safe. Since O/our meeting i have found more courage and have broken my mental locks regarding my fetishes. i'm already looking forward to the next time W/we meet.
i dare to say that You are the most wonderful, understanding and trust-inspiring person with whom one can realise fantasies that have perhaps been brooding in one's mind for years. To me You were like that. i feel incredibly lucky i dared to contact You.
Thank You again for a wonderful session, Mistress. The experience was unique and positively very intense. i wanted to write to You about my experience with You.
Undeniably after the session i was still in the zone and i took my time before driving home. The time we booked flew by and afterwards i felt joy, satisfaction, calmness, longing, longing and sadness. my butt also tingled a little. You released a bunch of emotions in me that i've been processing for the last few days. You knew how to manage me with just the right intensity and in ways that respected my wishes, boundaries and my experience level. i was left thirsting for more and i fantasise about a new time in submission to Your power. It is wonderful. Better than any other sexual experience in my life.
At first i was very shy and felt tenderness. However, You soon tamed me as Your plaything and i could even laugh with You during our play. i dared to experience different feelings and let them show. i can't forget the memories of looking at U/us in the mirror at different times that bring a smile to my face now. The different positions were taught in the spirit of trial, error and punishment; perhaps on some occasions i wanted more punishments from You? You rewarded me with better air from underneath Yourself and teased me with exciting images. You let me caress and smell your gorgeous feet, moving ever higher. You made a cute knot for me and i joked about it being connected to scouting. Maybe some more knots with a scout theme?
During my student days at school we practiced various procedures and i was often a volunteer actor as a patient. i enjoyed being helpless, cared for by others or even acting as a pincushion. They say i could act well. Now i understand why. i was lying on the medical table in Waltasali as the ongoing procedure of the palpation of the prostate gland was carried out by the Mistress of my dreams. Everything was genuine and wonderful.
Finally it was time to get up and calm down. You stroked my back and i remember pressing my head against Your chest. The moment felt intimate and rooting. i also sense that You enjoyed your time and this caused great pleasure in me. Everything we did was a fitting introduction to the world of BDSM. i am glad that i chose You to submit to and serve. Thank You for doing this.
i have learned that everything good in this world has a price. However, due to my life situation and career choice it may take a while until i can save up for a new session. A shorter session would just be too much of a tease for me. i definitely enjoy it more when i can lose track of time and be completely at Your mercy. You talked earlier about the development of O/our dynamic. After reading your website the weekly tasks piqued my interest but i suppose they have their price. i understand that You are top tier in Your field and there are plenty of clients. You are a professional Dominatrix and i had a very good time with You. Thank You, Mistress for that.
But why the sadness? After leaving Your studio i understood that the session had ended. For the first time in my life, I was able to really free all my ultimate and even primitive desires which are probably the greatest force in humanity. i'm back to normal again and all kinks will only be for my own pleasure, hidden from other people. At home kinky accessories that have not interested previous partners are waiting, worth a few thousand euros. On Tinder and on dates i meet people who long for "normal", familiar and safe who, according to my experience are wildly interested in missionary sex. i would have to settle for traditional roles and power relations again. Of course it saddens me when i this once received a response to my own kinkiness: that is a rare treat these days. Through You i learned the great importance of kink in my life and i intend to let it flourish. [...] i hope i get to serve You again.
Longing for Your power, S
A day has passed since W/we met. It was an interesting and nice session. Dressing up was fun, i really enjoyed the butt stuff. i have never felt so accepted as i did yesterday. Everything is OK. All the best and Happy Easter. Best, E
Hello, Lady Eira! It was again a wonderful and pleasant session. Everything went really well. The pain given was just right. The fun part of the session were the obedience lessons, butt handling, bondage and the use of electricity. The nude posing according to Your will was also really nice. The feeling of safety never left me even though i was in a vulnerable position. You did great, Mistress. i'm already looking forward to O/our next meeting. Thank You very much, Mistress.
A wonderful Queen! I was in much "better" shape when I left than when I came. I would describe Her with the following qualities: cheerful, charming, young and pretty, gentle, but also a strict Mommy if and when necessary: not to be messed with. It was wonderful to feel and notice the unexpected and pre-arranged procedures that were done to me. I felt exceptionally safe and excellently looked after and taken care of by Mistress. Running away from Her lap or fighting back was pointless as there were no opportunities to escape.
It was a wonderfully liberating moment of worship and whipping, Mistress, as we had agreed on the phone. Thank You Lady Eira: pleasant, at times teasing and at times harsh, Your genuine presence was once again a memorable and comprehensive experience that blurred the sense of time for a moment. Have a nice weekend, Mistress!
Dear Mistress,
Now that I've recovered for a couple of days, I can only say that it was indeed an interesting and good experience. And of course, it's really nice to hear that You also enjoyed O/our session.
I felt good about anything that happened although I have to say that the tight collar had such an inhibiting effect on my oxygen intake and blood circulation that I thought for a moment that I would lose consciousness. Otherwise, being tied up didn't feel bad either even though my hands got numb. Your teasing was wonderful and even though its long duration probably caused a little numbness in myself and I didn't get to release at the end I wasn't sad, because it was such an exciting experience in a good way. You looked amazing, Your outfit was really hot and Your bubbly personality met my expectations and wishes. So thank You again for a great experience.
Dear Mistress,
A BIG BIG thank you for having me in session with You. Thank You for a wonderful moment.
You took me in for the first time so well. i was in Your power and it felt so good. Tightly held by a lovely Madam in an even tighter outfit. Ah... Kissing Your feet, being in bondage, chained, hooded, my legs shaking when You handled me. i knew i was crooked and now i'm hooked on You.
Will Mistress take me in for a session and training again? i would gladly come and obey Your every command.
Your student, M
Thank you once again for O/our session on Friday. It was an absolutely fantastic experience! You are really nice and professional, who knows how to take Your customer's needs into account -- and realise them gently😀
I wish You, Mistress, success in Your business with Your new studio. It's marvellous!
Have a nice summer,
MJ
"Let me tell you about my experience, less than 2 hours old. While walking from Waltasali to Pasila a couple of people said hello to me on the streeet. I think that's just because I was smiling all the time. Mistress Eira was the first Dominatrix of my life in a session. My ex was a Domina, but it felt "wrong".
The reception was warm although I was disciplined for not knowing the etiquette expected by Domina. I even took my clothes off too slowly. After getting naked in about 20 seconds my body was inspected and I lowered my gaze on command. The session included my wishes to worship legs and armpits, saliva and pee were also included in the wishes I expressed on the phone 4 days ago. The sounding which was really arousing was carried out over a long time as well as all other activities. I was allowed to be Eira's plaything for 4 hours.
An impressive, wonderful experience. I drank pee through a "pee mask" from which a hose of about 30 cm went into a funnel which my Mistress placed at her crotch and dispensed into my mouth nice spurts of soft, aromatic pee. She told me between my drinks that my role in this life was to act as a toilet seat for Her and that part of my Mistress is now within me. She told me similarly when She spat into my mouth for a very long time at a leisurely pace, checking thoroughly that I was swallowing Her spit.
Unfortunately I couldn't give in to a severe spanking as I don't want any marks on my body. Mistress whipped my bottom red and brushed it with Her nails, laughing sweetly as I vibrated under Her nails. A couple of my fetishes were left out as 4 hours wasn't enough time, I'm sure I'll be back and will know the etiquette by then, the position numbers and asking for permission to talk. I don't want to have Her lovely, sweaty armpit taken out of my mouth again and being spat on in punishment instead.
I could write a novel about this, but I won't. I want to tell you it's worth going, you get what you need. I can only speak for Lady Eira, but She recommended her colleagues as well: everyone at Waltasali does sessions with desire and heart so that Domina can't fake it as the submissive would notice it immediately.
This first time of mine was a powerful mental and physical experience for me. It was something that has been missing in my life. Or not, as this dream was mine to experience now that I am 57 years old. In my younger days sexuality, as funny as it sounds, would have ruined the nature of the experience. Back then my juices would have splattered on the carpet as soon as I was naked in front of such a woman. Now there were erections which Eira found pleasurable and She laughed happily at my jiggling cock.
P.S. My Mistress's pee was very good and tasty - not the salty, acidic taste I expected pee to taste like. As She siphoned it into my mouth my Mistress told me She had been enjoying some green tea and I realised as I swallowed Her pee that 'this tastes like it'."
Dear Lady, thank You for Your big heart and the experience You have given me. I recently visited you for a so-called soft session. Through You I realised what I have been unknowingly missing. There was no domination in our session but I had hoped to be caressed and kissed and for You to talk to me in a gentle voice. I was really nervous that my wish would come true as I knocked on Your studio door. However, peace quickly settled within me as I relaxed first on the sofa and then on the floor near You under a blanket. The peaceful and quiet piano music in the background and the candle flame fluttering were nice bonuses.
I could feel Your heartbeat and Your steady, rhytmic breathing and it made me feel calm. My sense of time was blurred and I apologise that I didn't immediately realise how to respond when You gently spoke to me. I've been all smiles for a few days now. Please let me come to You again to be held in love.
I don't know for sure, but I assume many Mistresses are like You or Kata the Meanie to some extent. Caring about people, caring about Your work.
You have a gift for creating fear, safety, passion, submission so that the submissive doesn't feel that Waltasali is a room anymore but instead a huge space with just Mistress and me contained within.
You have a lovely voice and beautiful eyes. [...] Thank You for all O/our sessions, I'm very glad I found You. You have exceeded my expectations time and time again. I find in each session that it is easier and easier to surrender to You and to live it out fully.
i hope to see You again sometime. [...] You are one of the few women whom i trust in these matters (that is, kink). Have a good end of the summer and beginning of Autumn, Mistress.
O/our adventure was really nice. Being Your plaything felt good and safe, it didn't feel awkward at all even though You teased me for a very long time before the final climax. You were also able to read what i was hoping for and guide the session based on that. i hope O/our next moments of adventure will be just as exciting and i will get to dive deeper into this fascinating world.
My lovely Mistress!
Thank You for my wonderful time as a girl! I really enjoyed Your guidance and compliments. For once in a long time, I dared to be the girl who lives within me... You are an incredibly wonderful and beautiful woman! Just the kind of Dominatrix that this kind of sissy girl wants and needs. You really know how to handle a woman like me... Many thanks again, I can hardly wait for the next time.
I especially enjoyed the butt treatment, Ýou were so wonderfully tender and confident. Next time a wonderful pelvic dildo treatment, this girl really needs a good ravishing... Being on all fours in front of You feels exhilaratingly helpless.
- Your admirer, sissy Nina
The slave stepped into the studio and was met by a beautiful woman in her uniform cap. The Mistress ordered Her slave to undress and to put on his chaps. Now it was time for Mistress to inspect Her slave with a seductive smile on Her face. The slave's hands were tied to a roof ring and Mistress's leather gloves began their journey on the slave's body. Her leather clad thigh slid down the slave's chaps and immediately caught Her submissive's attention. "It's so eager", She laughed as She slapped the slave cock limp.
The slave's nipples were then clamped. The pain was immediately felt strong but it gradually eased. Mistress stood behind Her slave and stretched his nipples, Her thighs again moving along the slave's thighs. Wonderful... The leather gloves began playing with the slave's cock: string and some clamps also ended up there and as the pain began to increase Mistress was heard laughing over Her slave's distress.
The slave's hands were then untied by Mistress and tied behind his back. A collar was attached to his neck from which a chain went to Mistress's hands. Mistress stood in front of Her slave with Her magnificent leather-clad rear facing the slave. The slave's cock became excited by this and was rewarded with an electric shock. Mistress was amused by this and after a moment of observing Her slave's condition She gave her slave a reward: the slave's face was pulled between Mistress's legs straight into Her wonderful ass.
Of course, the wonderful moment lasted only a few seconds: Mistress turned around and ordered her slave to stand up. Then She began to stretch Her slave's nipples alternating between clamps and Her leather gloves. And again Her laughter was heard - the slave enjoyed this. Mistress removed all clamps from the slave's cock and tied him to a pole. As if to tease Her slave Mistress asked her if he would like to be positioned between Her thighs. And so the slave's cock was tied with a piece of string and he had to jerk off between Her thighs while She administered electric shocks all over Her slave's body. Mistress did not allow Her slave to ejaculate as he did a poor job with his preliminary assignments.
- A tired but happy leather slave
All I can say is that I am satisfied. I felt that She is really present and enjoys Her work. Her chaste appearance and behaviour create a wonderful contrast compared to Her naughty mind. With a smile She tempts you to the brink of esctasy and only then you realise that under the mask of a proper preppy girl hides an infinitely and wonderfully wicked woman. This woman's mind is truly perverted and open-minded. If it's up to me, W/we will definitely meet again!
Meeting Lady Eira is something out of the ordinary. Just hearing Her happy but firm voice makes me fall and submit like a lowly slave. i want to carry out the tasks given to me by my Lady in the best possible way so that She is satisfied with Her pathetic slave. i want to be rewarded by my Lady and not punished by Her: it can happen even if it is at a distance. i hope my Lady would consider doing a follow up when Her slave has completed its mission and expressed itself in a way which makes me understand who is in charge -- i understand what can happen if i don't obey.
To be my Lady's slave for a month, to come to Her and first be shaved all over my body -- including the head -- and then to be put in shackles and a chastity cage and be locked in a cell, only to be taken out when my Lady feels like it. For me to know that my Lady owns me She has to mark me. Then my Lady can use Her lowly slave to perform all kinds of tasks and my Lady can test new things on Her slave that She then knows can be used on other slaves.
i deeply want to become my Lady's private property forever. Getting to meet my Lady in real life would be amazing.
When I met Lady Eira for the first time I think I got by with fairly moderate initial tension. I feel that the process Lady uses when meeting a new person is excellent: this reduced my own tension and anxiety before my arrival at Her studio, Waltasali. [...]
We had previously talked about a pain-oriented and quite violent session and I got what I asked for. The pain was administered just right and within the agreed limits which meant I could scream and cry and on the other hand get frustrated with the annoying, constant and excruciating pain. I even begged for more from time to time when my endorphin receptors got wound up and my desire to please Her was dialled up to the extreme. Dividing the time in O/our session was a great success and my own sense of time went completely blank during the two hours. The length for O/our first session was just right. Afterwards I glowed internally: I had gotten exactly what I came for and what I needed.
An absolute recommendation. Lady is very approachable, but crooked at the same time and She laughs really wonderfully as She is administering pain. I got to hear a lot of Her laughter and it warms my heart to see Her enjoy what She is doing, no matter how painful it is for me at that moment. Thank you Lady 😊
Mistress,
Thank you for the session this morning. My breathing is starting to even out and the rope marks on my wrists have already faded out of sight.
i apologise as i don't know if sending You a follow-up message like this is the right or wrong way to go about it, but i wanted to share my thoughts with You anyway. There's a saying that there can be bad consequences for pursuing one's fantasies; eg. if the fantasy isn't what you really fantasise about or if some aspect of it is not satisfying.
Speaking for myself, i can say that i experienced enlightenment. i have at times questioned the depth of my own kinkiness obsession: do i really fantasise about submission and humiliation or is it some kind of "all men need at least a little bit of this" mentality? Today i felt i slipped into the role of the submissive effortlessly. Perhaps i really am a sub. As You dealt with me, alternately torturing and rewarding me, i felt i fit the bill. Humiliated, subjugated and naked to Your desires. i was helpless and at Your mercy, but i felt safe. i can only hope that my own inexperience was not an obstacle to Your pleasure.
Mistress, it was a surprise to me how much i enjoyed the pain You caused me -- i certainly deserved it. The Tazapper made quite an impression: even to the extent that when the bus PA system made a similar buzzing sound, i was momentarily distracted. For a brief, insane moment i braced myself for the sweet pain until i realized the source of the sound. My second observation is that i was enjoying the humiliation. i dare not even imagine what i looked like in the positions You, Mistress, put me in. It was interesting to observe how quickly the "veneer of civilization" disappeared and i could only enjoy the deep feeling of shame. i am grateful to You for teaching me things about myself.
Mistress, my journey is hopefully just beginning.
Yours
// p
I feel very fulfilled and recovered. This was amazing. More than I was expecting. I felt very safe and comfortable in the end and I have complete trust in You.
This evening there were several Mistresses who would amuse Themselves by torturing me with needles. i didn't make a sound, didn't say a word even though the sharp needles were inserted under the skin of my stomach, inner thigh, chest and genitals. My eyes watered and closed in pain and every time this happened i heard Your clear, sweet girlish laugh. It gave me power and strength -- as well as the fascinating situation i was in -- and i was thus able to bear the pain like a real man.
i lay naked on the rubber mattress and the bloodthirsty sirens conversed eagerly around me: Their eyes shone and Their lips smiled as They pricked and tortured my body with needles. Sometimes They would ask how i was doing and when i replied with a smile that i was fine the wonderful flock came alive again and continued Their painstaking, meticulous labour, apparently glad that this victim didn't use his safeword which of course had to be agreed upon in advance. i am proud to have been the first pincushion in Your career. The line You created on my chest was straight, precise and beautiful like legendary sniper Simo Häyhä's precise shots on the marking board.
There were many wonderful, twisted thoughts that struck me during the needle session and more came after the fun was over. Your laugh was the best thing about it all. On the phone that evening when i told Kata the Meanie about this She started laughing outright uncontrollably. i was speechless for a few seconds. Yes,,, Yes,,, It was lovely.
Mistress,
With Your permission i would like to revisit O/our last session.
It was suprising to hear how good a submissive You thought i was. On the one hand, it's always nice to hear praise -- and when the praise came from Mistress, what could be more wonderful? But on the other hand, i felt a little incredulous. Am i like that? Really? After thinking about it for a few days my kinky conviction has been strengthened. i am what i am. i am Yours.
Your psychological eye is admirably sharp. You know how to treat me and what i need. Your way of subduing me is a combination of playful sadism and merciful tenderness. As You said i don't even have to be tied down: i submit to Your will without second thought. You know how to touch, how to speak, when to reward, when to punish.
i have a bad habit of thinking too much about what others think of me. During my visit to Your studio i was unable -- and would not have wanted -- to control myself except by focusing on You and O/our shared moment. i gave my body to You and You, Mistress, used it skillfully. My shame was my reward which You gave me. An additional reward worth waiting for was the permission to look at You and Your smiling face. Paradoxically it was very liberating for me that when You subjected me i was able to give up my need to control the situation. i did not think for a moment about how i looked or sounded or how my body reacted to Your handling. i had found my place, i had found my role and it felt right.
i have described my experience in unnecessarily verbose terms. However, i ask that you do not get the impression that i am somehow solipsistically oriented. My most fervent hope is that You enjoy what You do to me. i get my pleasure both from Your pleasure and from the way You use and train me. The fact that You manage to create an atmosphere where i can surrender to You is something extraordinary.
A slave's diary
Chastity training from Monday to Friday
My Lady ordered me to wear a chastity cage for the duration of a workweek while using a special vibrator. This mission was not only filled with physical discomfort but also psychological pressure which i had never encountered before. i constantly had in mind that if i would not be able to perform the task well enough i would certainly be hanged up and whipped by my Lady.
Monday
During the first few days it was more difficult than I thought. It wasn't just a physical thing — it was a mental thing. Having a constant reminder that i wasn't free to do what i wanted with my body created a kind of desire, a longing that grew stronger by the minute. Every time i moved, every time i thought about it i became more aware of my own body and its limitations. Sometimes it was physically uncomfortable. The narrow space of the cage and the metallic edges gnawed on my skin for a long time and some positions were simply not possible to perform. Going to the bathroom was another matter — i needed to take extra time and plan for every little movement.
Tuesday
Wearing a chastity cage in public, especially in a crowd can bring up many different feelings and thoughts. For some it is a form of self-discipline or part of a specific lifestyle and can provide a sense of control and inner focus. Wearing it in a social situation can also create a sense of secrecy which can be exciting but also feel nervous or challenging. In the middle of a meeting as i struggled to hold my mask in place a wave of tenderness and warmth washed over me: a paradoxical mixture of pleasure and frustration. My body responded to the cage's presence even though i myself mentally resisted. i could feel my body begin to react, muscles tensing up and breathing heavy but there was no way to let that feeling out. Everything just built up like a storm inside me that i couldn't get an outlet for.
Wednesday
It was my third day. For three days in a row i had walked around with the small, chilly cage locked around my body: a constant reminder of the limits that had been set by my Lady. The first day had been surprisingly easy; the pleasure of the newness was a driving force that helped me focus on work, meetings and all the small details of everyday life that otherwise so easily floated by. It was a challenge, yes, but one i could handle.
Thursday
The fourth day began in a haze of anticipation and frustration. Three days of controlled longing were behind me, three days of feeling the cold metal against my skin: a constant reminder of the line between will and action. The chastity cage which once felt like a playful experiment had now become a part of my body, a constant presence pulsing with unresolved emotions and expectations.
Friday
The fifth day began with a vague feeling of restlessness and fatigue. The novelty and tingling anticipation of the first few days had given way to something deeper and heavier. The cage which had at first only been a tickling reminder of control and boundaries placed by my Lady had become a constant companion that affected everything – every step, every breath, every thought. At work it became increasingly stressful. i tried to concentrate but found that every little movement, every tilt in the chair or shift in weight sent little reminders through my body. The conversations of my colleagues felt distant and my thoughts kept drifting back to the cage and its presence. i had become aware of it in a way i couldn't shake and the frustration of not being able to influence anything, of being completely trapped in this situation, began to eat away at me.
By afternoon i felt both exhausted and emotionally numb. At the same time during my frustration i noticed that my body was still reacting to the pressure of the cage. A longing grew within me bordering on desperate desire to release all the built up tension. But i knew it wasn't time yet, that my Lady's rules didn't allow it. The cage held me back, forced me to endure. As the day drew to a close i took the large wand and went to a remote location. i breathed deeply, closed my eyes and let the frustration and longing be there without trying to fight it. i put the wand against the cage and then came the orgasm, it had never felt better. And that was my reward as my Lady had said.
Hello Mistress, and thank You again for the session. [...] For a high heel and stocking fetishist such as myself Your outfit in the situation was a solid 10. The atmosphere in the session was excellent: You wonderfully create that mental state so fitting for the session. And yes, it's hard to keep my eyes down when there's so much to look at... You are lovely, a real Lady.
More experiences coming soon.